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I used to think that the best way to learn is through your mistakes and experiences… That is still true however it comes at a dreadful price. Certain mistakes just arent worth it…

    I learnt something today… something very valuable that i’d like to pass on to anyone who reads this… It’s about relationships… about what they are about and… most importantly what is needed in a relationship…
    There are many different kinds of relationships… Friends, family, and lovers… My topic today will be about love… What do you think about it? Can anyone actually define meaning of love? Is it a feeling? is it an emotion? or… is it just  a simple word?
    To me, love happens to be the feeling of being complete… It is a state of complete happiness and joy. Being in love is a necessity to me and i do not think i can imagine my life without it… Being in love is like flying amongst the birds in the morning sky where the air is fresh and all you can feel is peace and joy…
However…is love enough for a relationship to last….

No…. it isn’t… i learnt that the hard way…i loved a girl with all my heart and i am sure she felt the same way… However, only love will never hold a relationship together… It’s true that it is a very very important pillar but nonetheless…tolerance… humility…understanding and many many more qualities are important in maintaining a healthy and joyful relationship……………………….

Have you ever had that feeling that you’d like to transform into another person and leave all your worries behind and just be a completely new person?  I feel as though im not happy with myself… I want something better. What i am feeling is not one of mankinds special trait to want more. It is just as my title suggests, at times i just wish i was someone else… someone that doesnt know me and has no relation what so ever with Kevin Lim

Hypocrites….the world is full of them. Why do them exist? In fact, this infection is spreading faster than any known virus in the world. It is at such a critical rate that one out of three people are hypocrites without them even knowing….
Have you ever asked carefully observed yourself… your behavior and the way you portray yourself in front of other people? does it change when you meet different people? 
Why must our people live a fake life just to please another and deny one’s original self. Are the other people more important that who you are deep down inside !?

    Does anyone know the source of hypocrisy? Yes, pride… Humans are born with the natural instinct of pride… Pride to me is actually a gateway to many evil deeds such as lies, betrayal and… i could go on forever…

A new year…Why do people celebrate this ocassion? What is the fuss about a mere little thing such as the changing of dates?… What about the New Year’s resolutioin nonsense? What’s that about?  " My New Years resolution is to eat less" " My New Years resolution is to study harder" bla bla bla bla… Do you see the point in all these nonsense?

Because i do…

I believe that celebrating a new year is just as important and meaningful as any other special occasion or festival. It marks he dawn of a new begining… A new year brings changes not only physicaly but also mentally. Celebrating this auspicious day with our loved ones and friends proves our joy for being alive having people to care for us and it also symbolizes a change. *hopefully for the better

This year however did not start the way i wanted it to… Though, it started somewhat similiar to last year… hopefully i can see its silver lining… or is there? is the word "Love" as pure as it is meant to be? What is the actual meaning of the word anyway? I bet not a single soul in the world can come up with the one answer that is accepted by everyone…

My life now… i cannot even explain it… all of my loved ones… all of my friends.. none of them truly understand me… in truth, i don’t blame them… know why?  CAUSE NOBODY CAN EVERY UNDERSTAND ME!!! I DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND MYSELF!!!!! WHY DO I TREAT PEOPLE THE WAY I DO!!!!  this is not the way i wanted to turn out… what happened to the old Kevin? somehow somewhere deep down inside i know he is still there… Now all that remains are pure memories of what was… or is there hope with this lost pitiful soul? or have i wandered too far in the darkness where ligt is forbidden and i am forced to roam the darkness forever?